I need a break!!! seriously i'm close to collapse (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) I haven't stop since Monday...lie, since last weekend...
Anyway, writing about my -never ending- university projects is lame, I am just too tired to even think, and yeah, i'm writing this in English because i want to wake my brain a little bit to keep on working...
While working i had to distract myself from work and did something really stupid xD porn is needed..of course this is not even close...
I started to feel really uneasy tonight, depressed, maybe it's the stress and frustration i am feeling right now, and then i realized that i was jealous...i really don't understand myself...I got over my ex but i still feel...mad[?] about her...
It's like i love her and hate her at the same point. I can be missing her, but then she starts to write in her twitter, i get pissed...why?? i get jealous she talks with other people, with her girlfriend, and then i want her to disappear...and of course i feel really bad then, for having such selfish thoughts...
It's ironic, maybe i just want someone to tell me something nice right now, as i used to cheer her up when she was stressed and tired, she never say anything to me...it's like i don't even exist in her world, and that makes me miserable. because she can count on me anytime, but i can't count on her....never....oh well...it doesn't matter, i guess...
btw, A guy from our university sent flowers to my sister and it's awkward because she has a boyfriend, this guy knows about it but it's like he doesn't care, and of course, our parents got really excited when they saw the flowers...the funny thing is that i was carrying them but my father automatically said "Those flowers aren't yours" u__u no one believes somebody else could fall in love with me...not even my parents...it's funny and SAD! hahaha i guess i got depressed because it's true u____________u
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Oh yeah!
i'm totally in love with rbit/犬印's cosplays, specially her Sora (Kingdom Hearts) and she last made some Dead drop distance cosplays ❤
For me she is the perfect Sora!!! if i were to do cosplay in other life, i would love to be as perfect as her!
Ok! i'm just waiting for my friends to send me their part of the project but i guess they are all sleeping right now...i got no answers from them!!! D: damn....i want to sleep and never wake up ...u___u i'm just to tired of everything.......ha! no Kuroshitsuji today xD
Anyway, writing about my -never ending- university projects is lame, I am just too tired to even think, and yeah, i'm writing this in English because i want to wake my brain a little bit to keep on working...
I started to feel really uneasy tonight, depressed, maybe it's the stress and frustration i am feeling right now, and then i realized that i was jealous...i really don't understand myself...I got over my ex but i still feel...mad[?] about her...
It's like i love her and hate her at the same point. I can be missing her, but then she starts to write in her twitter, i get pissed...why?? i get jealous she talks with other people, with her girlfriend, and then i want her to disappear...and of course i feel really bad then, for having such selfish thoughts...
It's ironic, maybe i just want someone to tell me something nice right now, as i used to cheer her up when she was stressed and tired, she never say anything to me...it's like i don't even exist in her world, and that makes me miserable. because she can count on me anytime, but i can't count on her....never....oh well...it doesn't matter, i guess...
btw, A guy from our university sent flowers to my sister and it's awkward because she has a boyfriend, this guy knows about it but it's like he doesn't care, and of course, our parents got really excited when they saw the flowers...the funny thing is that i was carrying them but my father automatically said "Those flowers aren't yours" u__u no one believes somebody else could fall in love with me...not even my parents...it's funny and SAD! hahaha i guess i got depressed because it's true u____________u
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Oh yeah!
i'm totally in love with rbit/犬印's cosplays, specially her Sora (Kingdom Hearts) and she last made some Dead drop distance cosplays ❤
For me she is the perfect Sora!!! if i were to do cosplay in other life, i would love to be as perfect as her!
Ok! i'm just waiting for my friends to send me their part of the project but i guess they are all sleeping right now...i got no answers from them!!! D: damn....i want to sleep and never wake up ...u___u i'm just to tired of everything.......ha! no Kuroshitsuji today xD
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