Suisei no Gargantia

Hi! long time no see!
First of all, I'm graduated! Finally! and now i'm just unemployed! lol this week has been a nightmare, everything has gone bad but at least, I didn't fall in front of everyone at the graduation ceremony (ノ*゜▽゜*) 

Anyway, I have been watching Suisei no Gargantia

Since the moment I first knew about this I fell in love with the animation, everything is so colorful and beautiful! Second, I think i'm loving Ledo and Chamber (they are so awesome together). It only has 3 episodes by now and the story is so far really cool.
In the moment Ledo and Chamber realized they were in the Earth made me squeeze because I know this "unknown" planet is going to be their home along with Amy and everyone else. He also learned meaning of gratitude. (I am not going to make a review about this anime or something, because i'm not good at this, besides I don't want to spoil it to anyone who'd read this)
About the characters, I can see some stereotypes but I hope every each of them had a good character development in the process.

So i'm looking forward more episodes and hope I can enjoy it as much as i enjoy watching Hyouka!

Someday it was going to happen, today is the day...

wow....I knew it.
all this makes me sad but I'm laughing inside.
This person I cared too much about, this person i was so afraid to lose, has been saying mean stuff about me and my other friends. She is saying I'm so immature but she's the one talking shit on twitter.
I feel like giving her a comeback, but I won't play her game. I know I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't need to clear any misunderstanding to her. My mind is in peace and that's what matters.

I hope she find someone who will be there for her the same way I was. Maybe I wasn't the best friend ever, but I know I tried my best. You are the one with more enemies than friends. Not me.

So i guess this is the end, good bye my friend

feel feel feel FEELING!

Ok...everything is going so bad right now....maybe I will lose a friend because everyone else's fault.
I'm trying to be strong enough not to break.
I feel that all those "little nasty things" they have pointed out is for me. HOPE i'm wrong, but I have this feeling inside.
I feel like crying right now, but i won't.

This feeling of losing the most precious person to me sucks...

Incredibly Invasive Questions

Found this on TUMBLR, so I decided to do it

• 1. Describe the scent of your shampoo.// I don't know how to describe it more than regular shampoo scent 
• 2. What does your favorite bra/boxers look like?// I don't have any favorite bra/boxer hahaha yeah, I'm doing well with this questions
• 3. Shotgun or backseat? // what? shotgun! you never know when a zombie apocalypses will happen
• 4. Hardcover or softcover? // Hardcover
• 5. Do you play an instrument? // Never learned any
• 6. What color is your room?// white
• 7. Favorite celebrity hair? // 
  
  Miku's hair *Q*
• 8. If you could switch places with (insert name) for a day, what would you do? hahaha have many names in my head right now that I won't answer this 
• 9. What was your childhood "security blanket?"// I don't know if this can be considered as a security blanket, but drawing was the only thing that make me feel comfortable and safe 
• 10. Do you like men who wear Axe?// I've never known what Axe smell like
• 11. Are you wearing any pants right now? // yes, I only wear them
• 12. Most rebellious thing you have ever done?// I'm a saint -_-
• 13. Least favorite teacher? Why? // maybe my language and grammar teacher in highschool, he always made fun of me in project presentations and never called me by my real name. For some reason I was Angelica in his classes
• 14. First thing you wash in the shower?// My hands :'3
• 15. What is the thing you brag about most often? // ironically, my drawing skill. I say 'ironically' because i always complaint about it too
• 16. Most played song on your Ipod/Itunes? // Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru and Bird by Yuya Matsushita 
• 17. If you're in your room, look at the first photo you see. Whats the story behind it? // I don't have photos in my room
• 18. Any fanfic recs for (insert pairing here)? // I don't read fanfic -_-
• 19. What movie are you most looking forward to in the next year?// I'm looking forward World war Z but I guess it releases on May this year *o*
• 20. What would you say if Taylor Swift asked you out?// I'm never ever ever ever ever ever going out with you
• 21. How many asks have you gotten in the last 24 hours?// on tumblr? none :D
• 22. What is your number one otp?// hahaha Axel x Sora. They were my first otp I unconscionably shipped
• 23. Should you be doing homework right now? What subject? // No, I don't have homeworks anymore ;D
• 24. What is your wifi password?// too long to remember it
• 25. Whats the last thing you ate?// an orange flavored bread my father baked
• 26. Ever had any near death experiences?// When I was a baby
• 27. Whats the story behind your nickname?// FrauenCain, I've been using this username since high school.  I never wanted to be seen as a girl online, so i chose Cain because Kaori Yuki's character from Count Cain. And I liked how Frauen (which mean "Señorita") sounds. I thought it was a clever way to be non-female and non-male hahahah
• 28. Favorite chapstick flavor? Don't use chapstick -_-
• 29. Choose one thing on your fridge and tell the story behind it.// what? there's no story more than it was bought at the supermarket :V
• 30. Whats the last thing you bought? // A black dress :D for my graduation ceremony