25 de junio de 2013

I'm not dead! :D

Aaaaaaaaah!!!! Long time since my last entry!!!! ToT
There's nothing to tell to be honest. Maybe the only thing that's on my mind is that I'm really thinking about coming out as a male trans. It's not something I just decided lately. It's something I have feel since I'm really young, but never had the guts to admit.
It's really hard to deal with this situation when all the ppl around you think it's only a whim, that I just gave up because I cannot find a nice bra.......DIE! but everytime I try to explain it, I can't do it and don't feel stupid by their opinion. You really have not idea what it's like to live feeling that you were born in the wrong body and have to resign to be called and treated as someone you don't feel any attachment with.

I told a friend a little about it, and she took it better than my sister, but i'm sure she didn't understand what I really meant....maybe....if she did...then, great! I would feel really happy is someone finally understand me.

Anyway, I finally draw another Kuroshitsuji fanart. But sadly I did something horrible (hahahaha) I feel the entire "Fandomhive" will hate me because this (;o;) please don't, I have cookies and tea!

Baron Kelvin is the most disgusting character Yana Toboso could ever create. Somehow, I can't feel but pity for him. Maybe I can relate with the feeling of "not good enough" he felt. He just wanted to be equal to Ciel. Of course, his desire went too far and he just ended up in a really pathetic dead. Well, he was pretty pathetic himself...
I really love this arc. it was so twisted and sick. I really miss this Kuroshitsuji...new arc is really disappointing and the new chapter.......UNDERTAKER?! I could see it coming and I really hate it! but I really hope things get better in the coming chapters!

 I wanted to write a good review of Baron Kelvin, but words don't come out..


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