Let's begin

I remember when I listened to Len Kagamine - Soundless Voice song for the first time on 2010.
I was going through a break up so the song destroyed me. But what I did notice is that I really loved the singing voice. Anyone who knows Vocaloid and NicoNico knows what version I'm talking about, right? Later on, I found out that the person singing was VALSHE. I don't remember if I have ever talked about this person here before. But There was something in this voice that makes everyone addicted to it.

VALSHE has become someone really special to me, and it makes me so happy that she is really popular and have a successful career. But what makes me even happier is that I finally could see the face behind the voice. (btw, everyone refers to Valshe as "Her" but Idk what pronouns I should use tbh)

I love Valshe's style so I will make a little appreciation post (*`u´*)

I wish my hair would look like this. So nicee!!

I guess it's a good time to come back!

As fun as it may sound, this blog is still active.
It's been a year since I last wrote here, and I find amusing how much I used to update in my Kuroshitsuji days.
It's even funnier that people get to my blog thanks to that post I did about Syao and Akia, (which I find really annoying because I sound like a silly teenager) but it's something I enjoyed taking out of my chest.

Anyway, it's already September. 2015 needs to slow the fuck down but I'm happy because I love this season. We don't have fall in my country, we are in winter or summer?? Idk but it's been raining non stop this last days but sometimes we have clear and beautiful mornings that remind me that October is just around the corner.
There are a lot of things that have changed, and I can say that I'm a happier person, a little colder, but much happier. I still have my job with adidas. I have always think that I was pretty lucky to find this job but I have worked hard to get where I am right now. So it's a good combo: Luck + Hard Work.

I'm really close to find out who I really am too. I used to write that I was feeling confused about my identity. Well, I'm still figuring it out but I'm more confident about where I'm going and why. I know who I want to be. and maybe it may seem weird for some people that I identify as non binary. I still have troubles understanding all those terms, identities and everything inside the Gender Spectrum so I won't talk much about that for now.

Personal achievements so far? I dyed my hair blond and bought a chest binder. I'm a -being in construction- although I'm still fighting against my weight I feel positive. I start eating clean, changed coffee for Green tea, Run for 45 minutes 4 days a week and I've been feeling great.
This year was getting really hard, I was so stressed and tired. My mood got worse and everyone around me started to notice it. I will be 30yo really soon, and I don't want to live feeling like this anymore.
I love my job but I was feeling like giving up...I can't and I won't. I want to be a better version of myself so I need to make a lot of changes. Since I decided to change my way to deal with my everyday and habits everything is going pretty well.

I feel great right now, and I hope I can come back to write everyday here. I don't know if I will write about my progress or the things I like again. I guess anything is ok. I wanted to changed my blog design but I got really confused, I don't even know how I added the banner I have right now. Meanwhile it will stay as it is right now.