Just some thoughts

Hello!!!
I should be sleeping but I feel like writing something.
I wrote that I had a lot to write about in my previous entry...haven't got the chance to do it ha ha I fail a lot at keeping up with my blog...(Is this correct? my English sucks a lot)

I don't know how to write this but lately I have been really happy every time Akiharu Tsukiyama / Miku post something. He stop using twitter which make me sad but he must have his reasons, and it's ok if he wants to move on. He made his account in 2010 right? maybe...anyway. I love this man to death, even though I find him a little annoying sometimes. I used to write a lot about him in my diary, and print all his pictures...hahaha I was really happy thinking about him. I never considered this as infatuation but admiration. When I was on LJ, there was this blog that translated the Ancafe blog and I loved to read Miku's entries. He was always so honest and I identified with him a lot. I don't know if it is because we are both Capricorn, but I thought our personalities were pretty similar(I sound stupid I know...) He just became really important to me.
He's always trying his best, he even push himself more than he should. He used to write about the things that made him happy, about his depression, insecurities and weakness and I really admire how strong he is despite everything...he has mature a LOT.
He has been my inspiration, and must confess that I have always wish I could look like him too...this may sound even more stupid but I love his hair and the way he looks. He doesn't look as cool as other Jrockers but when he dress well he looks stunning (=3=)

I can't stop loving him like the first time I realized he was important to me

And I can't ignore this picture over here ↓ ↓ 

Miku or Akiharu, whatever you want to call him, please never change. I know he is not perfect but I love him with all his flaws and that's it...I could write about this guy everyday, long and long entries, but I will keep a lot of things to myself. I think that there are not even words to describe what he has done to my life and why he is so important to me. Not just as an idol to his fan but as a person. I feel lucky to know he exist. 

I'm not dead (but I wish)

Long time since my last time here. I have so many things to write about. Wish me luck to remember it all and keep the motivation when I got home...
I am alwasy saying I miss my livejournal days, but I don't make an effort to update this hahah ains.... I can update from my phone now so I guess it will help a little 

Chapter 89

Hi!! I haven't updated for a while, and I will write about something I haven't for so long: New chapter of Kuroshitsuji!

First of all, I LOVE THIS PAGE!!! Ciel looks pretty awesome in this one. Since the very first moment I saw this picture, I knew I was gonna like this chapter.
I won't write a deep review (well, I never do) but I will say something I haven't said since the Campania Arc: I really liked this chapter!!!
There's something I would have liked to see in this Arc, they are suppose to be in a strange village in the middle of the wood, a cursed wood. This makes me think about The Village movie, you know, a really bizarre group of people living isolated from the world, there are witches or legends about witches, werewolf and villager scared of the wood around them, but Yana Toboso is a little too light about this things, that they make it like a big deal at first but then everyone is all chilling out in this manga. Master Sullivan is too easy going for my taste (I won't deny I got a good laugh when she "squeezed" Ciel's) I don't know. I wanted to see a mysterious atmosphere in this character. Maybe I was expecting to see something more like Kaory Yuki's manga. Beautiful and deathly porcelain dolls.

Well, the comical turns in this chapter were good, I laugh. But what made me like this chapter, is the plot twist at the end...(I didn't got amazed by the fact Sebastian was crying in the wood, bc it wasn't him feeling something, it was the wood curse so his tears didn't mean anything to me, but I read a lot of people getting hurt by this scene...I don't know, he even said it, "he has no human emotions to shed those" or something like that hahaha)

This page....this fucking page made it for me _(:'( >L)_

Ciel hardly get affected by anything in this manga, he usually control everything around him. or there's always Sebastian knowing what to do.  Maybe I'm too perverse and I really enjoy to see this character showing fear, anger and frustration (that's why I loved the Circus Arc and season 2 of the anime hahaha). And we can clearly see fear in this page. I can't wait to see what's gonna happen next!!! I know Ciel won't die or get crazy like everyone else did, but what will you do Sebastian? or....Master Sullivan...I have the feeling she will come to the rescue -_-

I'm getting excited by this Arc and I really hope we got "WHAT THE FUCK?" moments in this one. 

And as I'm talking about Kuroshitsuji, I never had imagined to see a fanart by one of my favorite artists: 

Glenn Arthur

It seems he loves Kuroshitsuji and I love knowing that (;O;)

Resolutions?

When I sat down to write my resolutions this year, I didn't want to make a list of things I'd be really afraid of not doing, so I just wrote:

"Don't give up"

But now that I think about it, maybe there´re some things I would really like to achieve this year. I don't know if I will have the time to do them, but it would be good to never forget them.

Well, they are not personal things like losing weight or being positive, but actual things like draw something.

Ok, here I go:

1. Finish the requests before February 

2. Draw a doujinshi (Kingdom Hearts doujinshi to be more specific, I have the story written somewhere. I hope that when I read it back I remember the little details I thought and maybe, didn't write then)

3. Make my own comic (it wouldn't be the first comic I draw but it would be the first comic I would like to share, so it has to be good or at least, decent. I have been thinking about the characters, and how it would go, but I need to think a lot of things yet)

and that's it ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

Is Disney really that bad?

Hi!
I have been reading a lot of people complaining about Disney being racist. Of course this is not new, but it's like a lot of people got offended by Frozen (because there wasn't any PoC, as they say) calling it racist (again) and sexist...
Yeah, as I said on my twitter, Disney has made a lot of mistakes, and of course they would aim for a certain public over the world. But I can't help to roll eyes every time someone brings this issue to the table...

We can't deny that Disney tries to have diversity, (maybe they haven't made their best in this issue) we have Pocahontas, Mulan, Aladdin, The Princess and the frog, Lilo and Stitch and other I don't remember right now . Not as much as all their other movies with white and blond characters, but they are there.
I don't come to defend Disney and say that they are a beautiful company who gives us cute stories and lovable characters. But the reason your child can't relate to this characters because they are white is not Disney fault but ours as society and yours as a parent.

A lot of kids don't care about Rapunzel's blond hair or Anna's white skin, they love them as characters, because they are smart, strong, brave and fun. Why don't we try to teach our kids and ourselves to embrace this qualities instead of pointing out their skin color only. 

I must confess that I thought that people say Frozen was sexist because Anna was so focus on finding "the One" and everyone believed that "True Love" meant a kiss from the guy she loved. Not because someone (from the animation crew, I guess) made a comment about "animating girls is hard" and because Disney cut a lot of (almost all) female characters on the original story of "The Snow Queen"...The story is an adaptation, and what a I like the most is that there are not weak characters in it. How can it be sexist when the females characters are the strongest and bravest? Then, there's the issue that all the characters are white..............

I have read a lot of text posts on Tumblr about offended teenagers saying that they couldn't relate with Ariel or Cinderella as kids because they were not the same race as them. And freaking out because their little cousin said the same. Yeah, it must have been horrible to felt excluded. But why do you think that you can only relate to someone who has the same skin color as you and not because you are both capable to change the world, believing in yourself and never let anyone to tell you the contrary? Cinderella, behind the look of the Damsel in distress, is a character who teach that to believe is enough, that you can dream and change your reality and become someone. (Not saying that she was a nobody when she was a maid, but the idea that everyone said that because she was a maid she could never aspires to be chose by the Prince, for example) With this, your daughters can realize that they can achieve and be everything they want, not listening when others try to make them feel they are unworthy, they just have to believe in themselves. NO that they can achieve things if they are white and beautiful (bc Cinderella was clearly better looking than anyone in that damn movie) and that they need to meet the charming prince to marry and be rich.

Sometimes we need to relax the fuck off and try to see things with a different perspective. I'm not saying that we should cover our eyes and pretend that everything is good and honey like, blessing ignorance. But we can try to take what's really important and you will realize how beautiful life is when you do it.

There are other more important things that need our attentions than a Disney movie, Don't you think?

Of course I respect everyone's opinion and this is just mine

Kat is the best Sora I have ever seen

Hi!
Long time since I posted about a cosplayer. This time I bring Kingdom Hearts cosplay.
She has become my favorite Sora cosplayer since the very first moment I saw her in a video of David Gallagher panel at a Con. She is by far the Sweetest person alive! she is so kind that I cry everytime I talk to her.
I don't even remember how I found her later, but I am really happy I did. I'm really picky about cosplay and she is definitely the reason I believe a perfect cosplay is possible.

She was so kind to re-use this one (Halloween Town) to cheer me up :') I can't even describe in words what I felt when she did it. I still feel the dokis. 

She and her friends are so amazing and I feel so happy to see them together and having fun. I love her cosplays but I love more the person she is. As I said above, I have never met someone with such a beautiful heart like hers. It may sound corny, but I confess that my heart feels warm when I see her smile, or read her text posts. The way she replies to everyone's questions, the way she talks about her friends. I'm happy that someone like her is alive :) 

You can find her tumblr here

I still feel sad about my last entry. I decided to talk to her but she didn't reply. I'll give it time but who knows. I don't want to think about this, I want to feel happy again