Christmas and New Year went so fast I can't even realize we are already on January. This last Saturday was my Bday which sucked...I'm kind of depressed and a little bitter...it seems that my "dearest" friend talks to me only when I talk to her first...and worst is that I really miss her rn...but she just don't give a fuck.
Oh yeah! my parents gave me a WACOM for Xmas T^T I was so shocked!!!!! I love it so much, but it's such a bitch! I still have troubles with the pen pressure and I cannot draw straight lines LOL...I haven't draw anything yet because I can't think of anything to draw yet...which sucks even more
Anyway, I went shopping today and FUCK! I'm so fat....:( I really need to diet, I have never been this fat before!!! I watched myself in the mirror and GODAMMIT! I didn't like what I see... ;o;
I bought this shirt, I really love it, I want to buy more manly clothes u_u I have decided to become the person I have always wanted to be. I never felt ok with my gender (don't know if I have mentioned this before) anyway...
This one, was my favorite, but.....it didn't fit......that's why I'm so alarm about how fat I am right not...I left the store with tears in my eyes because this babe was so perfect...I need you pretty :'(
[btw, I was talking with my friend -the one mentioned above- and I feel really ..I don't know, she says really nice things to me but I'm not sure if I should take them anymore...I totally love her but I just don't trust anyone anymore]
