12 de octubre de 2014

Just some thoughts

Hello!!!
I should be sleeping but I feel like writing something.
I wrote that I had a lot to write about in my previous entry...haven't got the chance to do it ha ha I fail a lot at keeping up with my blog...(Is this correct? my English sucks a lot)

I don't know how to write this but lately I have been really happy every time Akiharu Tsukiyama / Miku post something. He stop using twitter which make me sad but he must have his reasons, and it's ok if he wants to move on. He made his account in 2010 right? maybe...anyway. I love this man to death, even though I find him a little annoying sometimes. I used to write a lot about him in my diary, and print all his pictures...hahaha I was really happy thinking about him. I never considered this as infatuation but admiration. When I was on LJ, there was this blog that translated the Ancafe blog and I loved to read Miku's entries. He was always so honest and I identified with him a lot. I don't know if it is because we are both Capricorn, but I thought our personalities were pretty similar(I sound stupid I know...) He just became really important to me.
He's always trying his best, he even push himself more than he should. He used to write about the things that made him happy, about his depression, insecurities and weakness and I really admire how strong he is despite everything...he has mature a LOT.
He has been my inspiration, and must confess that I have always wish I could look like him too...this may sound even more stupid but I love his hair and the way he looks. He doesn't look as cool as other Jrockers but when he dress well he looks stunning (=3=)

I can't stop loving him like the first time I realized he was important to me






And I can't ignore this picture over here   























Miku or Akiharu, whatever you want to call him, please never change. I know he is not perfect but I love him with all his flaws and that's it...I could write about this guy everyday, long and long entries, but I will keep a lot of things to myself. I think that there are not even words to describe what he has done to my life and why he is so important to me. Not just as an idol to his fan but as a person. I feel lucky to know he exist. 

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