Cat moron! you are making me sneeze

Drawing again! I really like this version, I drew them before but it was too simple, so it's time to make a better one. I did this for my two favorite Roleplayers on Tumblr.
I'm not into roleplaying, and it's hard to find someone who get the character's essence. But they are pretty awesome!
Finished version: Mouse Ciel & Sebastian-Cat

I found amusing that Ciel is allergic to cats, and Sebastian is a cat. So imagine him dealing with his allergies every fucking day because -like it or not- Sebastian is always near him.
I'm a little scare of myself, because i'm too conscious of getting notes on tumblr now ;o; NO!!!!! I don't like that! It won't be fun anymore, but I'll try to relax......OTL



Nothing to write about to be honest :) So better go! bye

drawing again

Finally decided to draw something with the tablet, I want it to look like Art Nouveau but I know it's going to be fucking hard! ( =3=)
And, I did my fanart blog account: Frauencafe.tumblr I will upload my Kuroshitsuji fanarts and other fandoms :'3

Oh yeah! I found another Ciel cosplayer and damn, she is SO CUTE!

And what about some Alois too! 

</3 I die....she's such a doll

in other news...

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.....
I feel tired and unmotivated. (that's brand new information!!!!!)

Since I got the damn Wacom I haven't feel like drawing anything, which sucks because I really want to do something but I'm right in the moment I get uninspired and somehow depressed...
I have been drawing my comic, which I can't say I have done nothing, but it's not the same. Start to wonder why I'm doing it, or why do i keep on drawing at all...maybe you won't understand and think i'm just whining. which is what I do best, right? whining bitch I am ;D well, I'm not sad or depressed right now...just tired...

I'll graduate on April  :D and right now, it's possible I got a freelance along my sister and another friend. I've been working on my CV and portfolio of course. I feel a little excited and scared at the same time. But I want to draw something, seriously! but I just can't come with anything, i'm doubting me again...I have looked for inspirations and I have found plenty, but I still can't do anything...

For someone who wants to work as an illustrator this is really sad, I know I need to find something that makes me happy again, but I don't know...
I was also thinking about making a fanart blog, just to avoid submitting my anime shits to my personal art blog/portfolio thing, but something is stopping me, and I don't know what the fuck! Maybe the fear that I won't be able to update because my lack of creativity and never ending art block....or maybe the feeling that i'm not that impressive as an artist....and then I get tired and want to sleep the whole day...I don't want to deal with people or situations...I start to think that maybe I'm becoming too fucking lazy...but laziness goes away when you find the motivation right?!

again, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me?! I feel I just want to lie and rot to death...I have the will to do stuff but it seems it's not enough....

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[btw, it's funny how my Kuroshitsuji shits on tumblr get a lot of notes]

Kuroshitsuji chapter 78 haha

OH JFC!!!!

I'm updating just because Kuroshitsuji ch 78 is out LOL....

First thing first, let's appreciate this beautiful page! Just to think this perfect scene is the opening to a stupid cricket game with a demon who's worse than me chasing people is really depressing...but Yana sensei, you are just exquisite with your art and I wish we could see the so called "darkness" Kuroshitsuji was about again...someday....

******SPOILER*****

Well... first OMGWTF?! they just don't come to see this fucking principal...WTF is wrong with you Sebastian! suddenly you are a useless demon who only knows all about human desires! but hey! it seems this principal is not just a mere human -interesting- JUST PLEASE! don't come with the theory this guy is the undertaker! idk but this guy always appears when you are not expecting it and I just hope this is just a stupid theory that pop-up to my head right now....mystery school where the student are just disappearing...you know, underworld stuff + missing people = Undertaker >_>

second, finally we will see Ciel doing something besides telling people what to do and how to do it...well, I think here comes the new Blue miracle or whatever it's called...of course...This arc is getting endless, and I hope we could move on to something better pretty soon...

btw, I love Yuya is playing Sebastian again in the new Namashitsuji...sadly my babe Nishii is not Ciel anymore, when I first read that Tanaka Taketo was going to be Ciel I was not sure but now I think he will make an awesome Ciel, he looks great and he is really good actor. So let's wait for it!

AND.....

about the Live action movie.......
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JUST NO! I'm not expecting it to be a great production like Gantz or Rurouni Kenshin...just reading the plot "xxx years after the original set" *shoot* I just don't know if I could support Sebastian without Ciel....is like Ranma without Akane...they have to be together (not because I ship CielxSeb and the yaoi love has to be there) it's because Ciel IS THE MAIN CHARACTER! there wouldn't be this famous black butler if this corrupted little boy hadn't made the contract...you know what i mean right! idk...just my thoughts....I will wait for more information before putting my foot down...