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ugh! this next Wednesday is halloween! I don't why i feel excited but i'm excited...
My teeth ache came back and I don't know man! I don't want to go to the dentist again...taking those vitamins for the brain (I don't know how you call them) helped me, maybe if I star to take them again, will work. I cannot sleep because the pain wakes me up, besides I have a stupid canker sore which double the pain....

I thought I could rest until November, but i have classes since last monday...so it sucks...it's fun but boring at the same time, can't explain it well...(my English sucks right now, please forgive me)

Oh yes! Kuroshitsuji vol 15 came out today and Toboso sensei drew something for it! hahaha the blondi got really popular by crying on Sebastian lap

I said i wanted to draw something, but i don't like doing it...GODAMMIT! why?! the only thing i've drawn in 3 weeks was a sketch...

I want to play with styles, it still look like manga, but...I don't know...I wonder if i really have drawing skills...hahaha me and my complex...

I'm spending my vacations pretty "well"

Hi! nothing to write about really, but i feel happy today!
tomorrow is my ex birthday, and piss me off that I couldn't make anything for her, anyway, I know she and I won't be able to go out alone...I only hope she doesn't get mad :( we are planning a dinner for her on Friday, so I also hope everything goes out as planned!

It's October, and it's mean horror movies/series the whole month! this weekend we watched season 1 and 2 of The Walking Dead. I LOVE IT SO MUCH! So i'm really waiting for 3rd season! I want to read the comic books, but I don't want to spoil the story...
Just one week until my portfolio event, I need to finish my art blog and ..that's it. SO NERVOUS! I want to draw something rn but I don't know what OTL

hahaha this is so unrelated but I love Pichiko's [https://twitter.com/8ppichiko] new twitter profile picture and bg image

her Sebastian is really something LOL

oh yes....I have a new addiction, really silly btw...
CHEFVILLE! hahahaha I remember my good old FB times, when I got obsessed by Farmville, Restaurant  City and Pet society. I don't play them anymore. I'm not a fan of FB games because all of them is about -doing everything- with your friends's help, but my ex told me about this game and decided to give it a chance.

The funny thing is that I have more stuff than my ex -who started to play before than me- I can't help to become obsessed and competitive...being playing like 2 weeks for now :) hahaha let's see how long it will take me to get bored of this.

[oh crap...we just had a little earthquake right now hahahaha....I'm so used to them but I'm waiting for a big one some of this days...u__u ]

It's Halloween bitch

Hi!!!! Finaly October shows up as I always knew it: windy, with blue sky and all nice! This last years this month has been rainy ...when it supposed to be the contrary.
Besides, Toboso Sensei update her blog:

I don't like their outfits but it's such a lovely art, Ciel's face (*_^_*)!!!! and Alois!!!! (I love how Alois's clothes are full of spiderwebs motives design..too much Claude eh? ) So i am in Halloween mood rn! I just love this season, we don't celebrate here in my country, only bars and some restaurants uses it as an excuse to make promotions and parties, but it's banned in our tradition because it's "The party of the demon" -____- according to old people...

I remember my family used to celebrate it, we used costumes and decorated our home, I was pretty awesome, until I had 10 years old, my family stop doing it and that year went to the church instead...Of course I hated it, but it was the first time I watched "Nightmare before Christmas" so that's the reason I love that movie because was the last time we reunited as family on Oct 31st.

I always plan to draw something for Halloween but never do it! T^T because every time i'm on vacations i lose every will to draw anything, and it sucks, it's like the stupid artblog waits for me to finish classes to show up...that bitch!
I hope I can come with something new...atm, I have been worrying for my portfolio event, finally we have a date and location :)

finally on vacation

T^T classes are......f....finished.....FINALLY!!!!! *cries cries cries sob*

I can finally relax and do nothing...well just have my portfolio event left and the last subject but that's nothing :D so I have a lot of free time now, i'm so fucking happy rn, I don't want to worry thinking about getting a job, or graduation for now...will enjoy this month!

Searching on tumblr, I found a hentai mangaka whose art is AWESOME!!!!! i'm so in love with him rn, so full of details, it reminds me to Inio sensei's style but a little bit cuter ....

the art, the eyes, the hair, the anatomy .....I can't even....*dies* I love this kind of hentai hahaha, I usually read yaoi but if hentai would be more like this i would be a serious fan 

Good Bye Kuroshitsuji doujinshis

Oh yeah! I had to erase all my Doujinshis collection!!! T^T My computer was being silly and i had to clean the disk............no more Naokitty or Shina Himetsuka in my PC ..... maybe some day I will search for them again...kind of suck to think that most of the links are dead now...... not only Kuro, Asia Watanabe works, and much more titles I don't remember right now.. (;o;) thanks god all my Kingdom hearts and FMA collections are safe in a DVD -just hope the stupid cd works- 

almost done with university and my fucking teeth ache

HOLY CRAP!!!!
Just one day left before everything finish! I'm excited but anxious as hell...

There's a reason i'm fucking happy...Kuromito san favorited my drawing (｀・ω・´) the one about mouse Ciel and kitty Sebastian LOL...

Oh yeah, after Wednesday, i challenge myself to start a routine, try to work out at least 1 hour. I have had some nightmares I don't want to come true, but if i keep doing all this bad habits of mine, i'm pretty sure I will regret a lot in an early future...
I haven't drawn anything and i have been suffering from a stupid tooth ache! it doesn't hurt that much when I eat, but when i speak it hurts like fucking hell...i have a fucking smirk the whole time because the pain, I'm going to the dentist this Wednesday, probably will have my wisdom tooth removed...this scares me a lot, with my luck i will have a stupid dry socket.....(TT^TT) that's for sure...I have been taking pills for the pain but they don't fucking work! so, i'm not expecting anything nice ...

well, I guess i'm going to sleep now...I'm really sorry this last entries have been really boring....-wait, when were they fun or interesting??- anyway, lot of things to think about...