feel feel feel FEELING!

Ok...everything is going so bad right now....maybe I will lose a friend because everyone else's fault.
I'm trying to be strong enough not to break.
I feel that all those "little nasty things" they have pointed out is for me. HOPE i'm wrong, but I have this feeling inside.
I feel like crying right now, but i won't.

This feeling of losing the most precious person to me sucks...