Chapter 89

Hi!! I haven't updated for a while, and I will write about something I haven't for so long: New chapter of Kuroshitsuji!

First of all, I LOVE THIS PAGE!!! Ciel looks pretty awesome in this one. Since the very first moment I saw this picture, I knew I was gonna like this chapter.
I won't write a deep review (well, I never do) but I will say something I haven't said since the Campania Arc: I really liked this chapter!!!
There's something I would have liked to see in this Arc, they are suppose to be in a strange village in the middle of the wood, a cursed wood. This makes me think about The Village movie, you know, a really bizarre group of people living isolated from the world, there are witches or legends about witches, werewolf and villager scared of the wood around them, but Yana Toboso is a little too light about this things, that they make it like a big deal at first but then everyone is all chilling out in this manga. Master Sullivan is too easy going for my taste (I won't deny I got a good laugh when she "squeezed" Ciel's) I don't know. I wanted to see a mysterious atmosphere in this character. Maybe I was expecting to see something more like Kaory Yuki's manga. Beautiful and deathly porcelain dolls.

Well, the comical turns in this chapter were good, I laugh. But what made me like this chapter, is the plot twist at the end...(I didn't got amazed by the fact Sebastian was crying in the wood, bc it wasn't him feeling something, it was the wood curse so his tears didn't mean anything to me, but I read a lot of people getting hurt by this scene...I don't know, he even said it, "he has no human emotions to shed those" or something like that hahaha)

This page....this fucking page made it for me _(:'( >L)_

Ciel hardly get affected by anything in this manga, he usually control everything around him. or there's always Sebastian knowing what to do.  Maybe I'm too perverse and I really enjoy to see this character showing fear, anger and frustration (that's why I loved the Circus Arc and season 2 of the anime hahaha). And we can clearly see fear in this page. I can't wait to see what's gonna happen next!!! I know Ciel won't die or get crazy like everyone else did, but what will you do Sebastian? or....Master Sullivan...I have the feeling she will come to the rescue -_-

I'm getting excited by this Arc and I really hope we got "WHAT THE FUCK?" moments in this one. 

And as I'm talking about Kuroshitsuji, I never had imagined to see a fanart by one of my favorite artists: 

Glenn Arthur

It seems he loves Kuroshitsuji and I love knowing that (;O;)

I'm not dead! :D

Aaaaaaaaah!!!! Long time since my last entry!!!! ToT
There's nothing to tell to be honest. Maybe the only thing that's on my mind is that I'm really thinking about coming out as a male trans. It's not something I just decided lately. It's something I have feel since I'm really young, but never had the guts to admit.
It's really hard to deal with this situation when all the ppl around you think it's only a whim, that I just gave up because I cannot find a nice bra.......DIE! but everytime I try to explain it, I can't do it and don't feel stupid by their opinion. You really have not idea what it's like to live feeling that you were born in the wrong body and have to resign to be called and treated as someone you don't feel any attachment with.

I told a friend a little about it, and she took it better than my sister, but i'm sure she didn't understand what I really meant....maybe....if she did...then, great! I would feel really happy is someone finally understand me.

Anyway, I finally draw another Kuroshitsuji fanart. But sadly I did something horrible (hahahaha) I feel the entire "Fandomhive" will hate me because this (;o;) please don't, I have cookies and tea!

Baron Kelvin is the most disgusting character Yana Toboso could ever create. Somehow, I can't feel but pity for him. Maybe I can relate with the feeling of "not good enough" he felt. He just wanted to be equal to Ciel. Of course, his desire went too far and he just ended up in a really pathetic dead. Well, he was pretty pathetic himself...
I really love this arc. it was so twisted and sick. I really miss this Kuroshitsuji...new arc is really disappointing and the new chapter.......UNDERTAKER?! I could see it coming and I really hate it! but I really hope things get better in the coming chapters!

 I wanted to write a good review of Baron Kelvin, but words don't come out..

Cat moron! you are making me sneeze

Drawing again! I really like this version, I drew them before but it was too simple, so it's time to make a better one. I did this for my two favorite Roleplayers on Tumblr.
I'm not into roleplaying, and it's hard to find someone who get the character's essence. But they are pretty awesome!
Finished version: Mouse Ciel & Sebastian-Cat

I found amusing that Ciel is allergic to cats, and Sebastian is a cat. So imagine him dealing with his allergies every fucking day because -like it or not- Sebastian is always near him.
I'm a little scare of myself, because i'm too conscious of getting notes on tumblr now ;o; NO!!!!! I don't like that! It won't be fun anymore, but I'll try to relax......OTL



Nothing to write about to be honest :) So better go! bye

drawing again

Finally decided to draw something with the tablet, I want it to look like Art Nouveau but I know it's going to be fucking hard! ( =3=)
And, I did my fanart blog account: Frauencafe.tumblr I will upload my Kuroshitsuji fanarts and other fandoms :'3

Oh yeah! I found another Ciel cosplayer and damn, she is SO CUTE!

And what about some Alois too! 

</3 I die....she's such a doll

Kuroshitsuji chapter 78 haha

OH JFC!!!!

I'm updating just because Kuroshitsuji ch 78 is out LOL....

First thing first, let's appreciate this beautiful page! Just to think this perfect scene is the opening to a stupid cricket game with a demon who's worse than me chasing people is really depressing...but Yana sensei, you are just exquisite with your art and I wish we could see the so called "darkness" Kuroshitsuji was about again...someday....

******SPOILER*****

Well... first OMGWTF?! they just don't come to see this fucking principal...WTF is wrong with you Sebastian! suddenly you are a useless demon who only knows all about human desires! but hey! it seems this principal is not just a mere human -interesting- JUST PLEASE! don't come with the theory this guy is the undertaker! idk but this guy always appears when you are not expecting it and I just hope this is just a stupid theory that pop-up to my head right now....mystery school where the student are just disappearing...you know, underworld stuff + missing people = Undertaker >_>

second, finally we will see Ciel doing something besides telling people what to do and how to do it...well, I think here comes the new Blue miracle or whatever it's called...of course...This arc is getting endless, and I hope we could move on to something better pretty soon...

btw, I love Yuya is playing Sebastian again in the new Namashitsuji...sadly my babe Nishii is not Ciel anymore, when I first read that Tanaka Taketo was going to be Ciel I was not sure but now I think he will make an awesome Ciel, he looks great and he is really good actor. So let's wait for it!

AND.....

about the Live action movie.......
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JUST NO! I'm not expecting it to be a great production like Gantz or Rurouni Kenshin...just reading the plot "xxx years after the original set" *shoot* I just don't know if I could support Sebastian without Ciel....is like Ranma without Akane...they have to be together (not because I ship CielxSeb and the yaoi love has to be there) it's because Ciel IS THE MAIN CHARACTER! there wouldn't be this famous black butler if this corrupted little boy hadn't made the contract...you know what i mean right! idk...just my thoughts....I will wait for more information before putting my foot down...

Doujinshi and Kuroshitsuji ch 75

November is going really fast D:
and I haven't been able to draw anything..besides some porn LOL...
Last night i downloaded Shina Himetsuka's new DJ "Halloween Night" (devil-castle.livejournal)

Both arts are pretty lovely! 

But I must say that....I really missed to see some bow chicka wow wow between Ciel and Sebastian. this DJ was pretty confusing hahaha

I'm Downloading Nectar by Pink no Konekoヽ(；▽；)ノ

OH right! yesterday I read Kuroshitsuji Ch 75

**SPOILER**

and, honestly, I'm not impressed by it, the only thing that got me (⊙◇⊙) was to find out that the red house prefect was family with the Viscount [I don't remember their names tbh] a lot of people suspected it from the start but i got surprised...besides was nice to know a little bit more about daddy Vincent (ી(΄◞ิ౪◟ิ‵)ʃ)♥ of course, I found kind of cliche that our favorite mothafucka's predecessor was a legend inside the school *coughJamesPotteryousaycough* Still suspect of Agares. Maybe the only thing i love was when aunt Frances got Sebastian. Love how that woman can make a demon scared of her ..

I thought Sebastian would choose violet house as 1st opponent...but I guess they will defeat the weakest first...I want to see them playing against green house....maybe Ciel will become the second "blue miracle" >_>;; 

This entry is so bipolar.....

It's Friday!!! (T_T) and I finally have my portfolio printed!!! now I just have to worry about print my business card and all my other projects, anyway, tonight I plan to relax and draw something...

The new Kuroshitsuji Mousepad is so cuteee

So yeah! I wanted to draw something inspired by this....

How are supposed to be Ciel's shoes??!!  Anyway, this is just the wip of course xD

btw, I made another Twitter account...I don't know why but meanwhile is kind of fun ...I will closed it eventually though ...that's for sure u_u 

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FUCK this! -changing topic- everytime i plan to going out with friends, they always cancel!!!! :( I was going to the movies tomorrow, but it seems we won't...and the worst part is that the annoyed is my stupid sister, because she was using my plan to go out with her boyfriend, and now she is forcing me to do something tomorrow....I don't fucking care anyway...I will stay alone tomorrow then, it's ok for me but...fuck this shit....this suck balls! I'm fucking mad right now, not because my friends but my sister....she is a total idiot...

Great, i want to cry because the anger i feel...I want to fucking kill this bitch right now, but it would be useless, this is so stupid I can't even....the thing that makes me mad is the shit she has said right now... ARGH!!!! I can't do anything to make me feel better...i'm so out of control and all this shit is so fucking stupid! 

Kuroshitsuji ch 73

And Finally Ch 73 is out...mangareader got late with the scanlations but i found it yesterday so everything is ok...haha anyway, this ch wasn't any special, but better than 72, which didn't have any plot at all...I don't know, but I don't remember feeling as empty about the plot in other Arcs as I feel with this...Circus Arc was exciting in every chapter, even the Titanic/zombie arc was full of action, but the School Arc is so lame, and slow...Ciel's revenge was the only surprise in this whole arc...wasn't it? anyone? Seriously I really need to find out what the fuck is happening, not because it's thrilling but because this is getting boring!

Anyway, won't talk about the fanservice in this chapter, because we know Toboso likes to tease us, but no people, this doesn't mean we are seeing a SebastianxCiel soon...-___- some people is getting excited because of that....The last scene -image above- is the only thing that made me giggle like an idiot...I really like to see this two teaming up...but I felt Sebastian was so.... unnecessary?  I mean, he as great as he was on Jack the Ripper arc searching all the suspects' alibi and biographies, couldn't he be more accurate on his research about Derek Arden? and his lines were a little obvious...besides, what did he felt when touching Agares?, Why didn't he tell Ciel about this? I hope this idiot-always-falling-on-his-damn-face turns out to be something! A lot of people expect him to be a demon or vampire...If he is a demon it would be awesome..I don't want this manga to ends yet, but I want Toboso to develop the story a little bit more T^T Agares is the name of a demon, so crossing fingers until next chapter!
Did anyone else feel a little weird to see Ciel with such a strong arm? Isn't he supposed to be physically weak?

Please next chapter....Don't Make Ciel's effort in vain and ends up that this Arden guy is not in the violet dorm after everyone comes out because of the fire u_u 

reviewing some Kuro Doujinshis

haha...i download some Kuroshitsuji DJ tonight ...like 8 new DJs for my collection (●´ω`●)

This are YAOI, so if someone doesn't like this, i'm sorry!


Shina Himetsuka:

Dress Room (When i saw the cover was about the musical I got amused but then totally disappointing...)

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well...a waste...too short and there's no plot at all, sadly Himetsuka sensei never surprise me with her DJ, but i download them because i'm a faithful fan (☆∀☆)

Pink no Koneko

Candy Doll by Naokitty(Pink no koneko) is a surprise, I don't understand what they are saying because it's in Japanese but I got excited when Ciel shot Sebastian....I really want to know what is this about because it seems interesting, there's blood and I'm not talking about Sebastian's shoulder hahahahahha 

Dafuq I just "read"...hahahaha that little Sebastian in the second panel made my night xD nothing to say because this is just about Ciel's underwear 

 Re: Chocolat is a serie of different stories, like 6 or 7 ....will just say Naokitty is perverse and likes orals a lot xD Sebastian is pretty horny in her stories 

I wasn't aware Sebastian likes honey that much xD -this reminded me that episodes from FUTURAMA where Lila eats a special honey and starts to hallucinate- hahahahaha idk why D:! LOVE the cover

Her art in this one is pretty nice, I already saw some pages from this DJ in her twitter and that's why i download it, but .... That little Sebastian was just unnecessary, but I guess he was the reason of this DJ, anyway..Somehow I feel sorry for Ciel xD pretty explicit...

I think this is her newest DJ, I like her art in this, again, the plot is a little confusing because I can't read Japanese :( Ciel is really Moe in this which is unappealing for me ... She is a total perv i must say, and I like it but there're moments I feel uncomfortable ;;;;;;;;;

In general, I liked all of them, also Himetsuka's ones. but I keep looking for a DJ where Ciel is not Out of character, I don't know, he is always so "giving" in DJ..

Ok, i'm done here...I feel a little pissed because my portfolio event, and people...Something tells me they are getting mad at me for something I haven't done...I hope i'm just being paranoid and nothing has to do with me u_u Going to sleep ...tomorrow need to finish a lot of things....

Jinko's art is beautiful

HI! ugh! I had to go to university today...my free day OTL!!!
It was a waste though, but at least I have nothing to do for tomorrow, so I have been looking Jinko Twitpic gallery xD...She is another Kuroshitsuji fanartist and I LOVE her style, but I don't like the way she colors u_u
So here come a little spam by Jinko

She has really cute art, and sexy too (;o;)! 

oh yeah, lately I have been talking with my ex, and it doesn't matter how bad I feel sometimes, I really enjoy talking to her, this make me happy, but will stay strong...(*`-´*)

I got a headache, and took 2 pills and drank coffee, but nothing works for me, at least it's not migraine...but I guess i'm going to bed early tonight

.....GEEZ...just 3 weeks to finish everything!!!! Excited but kind of scared, sometimes I wish the world would finish in 3 months u_u

btw, This is the original outfit I dreamed for the fanart I did last time:

(Big head...hahaha....crap...Why did i draw it? idk, because I have nothing to do with my life)

I will practice watercolor more!

Hi!! uff, finally finished the fanart...3 days working on it D:!
I wanted to do something different and tried watercolor again...and FUCK! bad idea ...I used too much water, the paper got -what's the word?- .... "se me enrollo de tanta agua" (;o;)!!!

When I bought this notebook, I was planning to use this kind of techniques, watercolor, acrylic....but using color pencil is easier and faster...i have no patient to wait for it to dry....and because of that i messed up with this one, but at the end I did the base with watercolor and fix some shadows with color pencil...so i think it looks nice....*Won't submit the final version here*
Anyway, I'm happy with the result...I really love when i have something to work with, I usually get bored when I draw, and never finish but this one was fun, and love this feeling, when you really want to work in something, you can't even sleep thinking about it...the only problem is that I didn't want to work in my class projects, and didn't, in fact I missed today's class...didn't do the homework, but it was ok because it wasn't for today, it's for next week, so i can work on it now! (-_-);;;;;;;;

When i was skipping my class, i drew something, and tend to do this to kill some time, but there's something I don't get....Why do I get embarrassed when people see i'm drawing? when someone is approaching to me, i hide everything right away...this has something to do with my LOW self esteem...and the fact I think people underestimate manga style u_u but, I feel like people will make fun of me...I know it won't happen but just think about it makes me shiver...and feel stupid...maybe i am stupid for think like this right?

anyway...this is what i drew today....yes! i'm having my fanboy moment again!

"Call now! HOTLINE Phantomhive"

Inspired by chapter 71, I just loved it too much, I don't know, but I think all the "master plan" to expose Maurice was Sebastian's idea...or should I give Ciel some credits? It was too perfect ... *sigh*

I had troubles with the cross-hatching, specially with Sebastian and his rosary x_x 

I'm thinking about close my DA account and make an Artblog on tumblr...*think think*

Going to sleep!