Digimon Tamers es mucho mejor de lo que yo esperaba

I'm pretty sure I mentioned this when I started this blog, but I really miss how dedicated I was at Livejournal with my entries and updating and share stuff, although I didn't have any follower. Of course it's not that a I want followers here or anything like that, but sometimes I decided to not to write here because it's like talking to myself and better keep this thoughts to myself alone. And that's not funny at all.

So, I better start updating more again and enjoy it just like I used to enjoy writing entries back then. -before the heart broken and emo phase of course-

anyway, there's something I want to write about long time ago haha

Last month I re-watched Digimon Tamers. I have always been a fan of Digimon since I first watched it in English on Foxkid. I was 10-11 years old and didn't know a shit in English but for some reason I loved the show and never missed it (because I didn't understand English I didn't realized how stupid the English dub was) And I remember when Digimon Adventure was announced on Fox Kid Latinoamérica I literally cried because I was really happy that I was watching my favorite anime on Spanish. (I specially loved that the Spanish dub dubbed the original songs -Butter~Fly and My Will, and kept Brave Heart as Evolution song).
I don't know, but Digimon Adventure doesn't have a complicated plot and is really light somehow for my taste of course, but I love it so much! It really touched me then and I remember that I even tried to draw in the "Digimon Style", my sisters hated that and always bullied me because of that. I also remember being at school thinking how great would it be if I were a chosen child and being like Taichi. I wanted to be Taichi (=3=)9! Even more after episode 28 when he returned to the real world to realized how things works on the Digital world. And now I know this episode was directed by Mamoru Hosoda, one of my favorite directors make me love it even more!

Anyway, I decided to watch Digimon Tamers because when I first watched it on Jetix, I didn't like it that much, I even dropped it in the middle of the second arc. I hated that they show a totally different concept of the Digital world with their creators and all.....I felt they took the magic and fantasy from the Digimon and everything about them. But more than that, I really HATED the Spanish dub....Takato sounded like Bob Squarepants or whatever he is called and they added mexican jokes to the show. Just like they do in the English dub and that killed the show to me.

But now that I watched it in Japanese, I found out how LOVELY TAKATO IS! his voice is surely one of the most sweet and nice I have ever heard. And of course the show without all the idiotic jokes about "arroz y popotes" is pretty complicated. I could see how real and deep the plot is and I cried like a baby a lot of time during the 51 episodes this season has. Ruki is not the frigid bitch I thought she was and Jenrya is not the boring and plain character I saw when I first watched it.

This season has really beautiful music and great movies. -not as awesome as Digimon adventure movie though- I'm really in love with Makoto Tsumura's voice and Masako Nozawa as Guilmon is pure WIN. I never thought I would enjoy this season as much as I did, I even drew fanart as crazy and when I feel the urge to draw fanart after watching something is because it really, really hit in the deepest of my soul. I love Digimon Tamers now and I'm really sad that the american dubbers ruined it completely.

Yeah, If I had written this some weeks before, I would have made a better review and talked about every little detail I found during my obsessive mood around Digimon. (/3\) I know ....

La cosplayer frustrada...xD

Ok! i'm a bitch and i will be really mean right now...

I know is not fair to compare two different cosplayers, but this is my point when i talk about cosplay in my country...The person in the right is one of the salvadorean cosplayer, I think her Ciel is Ok, but there are many things i don't know why people here do very often...The dress, i dont know if she made it or just bought it, that's why i don't like Ciel Robbin version, because this dress is easy to buy on internet...and of course it looks pretty nice, but besides the dress, what makes a good cosplay is the wig and the MAKE UP!, I know the make up in the cosplayer in the left is overdone, but looks pretty nice, well, is really a personal feeling...Also the wig is better done...people here tend to use the wigs as they come out from the box, you have to cut it and style it u_____u besides...I'm sorry but the Sebastian, is quite obvious who looks better...
This is why i don't like to go to conventions here, because i get too mad about those little things...this year i'm going to take pictures, looking for someone who would bitch slap me right in the pride and makes me change my opinion about salvadorean cosplay! CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!! beware of that coming entry!

Of course, i know an amazing cosplayer don´t start being amazing...everyone starts with some mistakes... i get the homework to look for some pictures xD

For example, this Ciel cosplayer i love so much:

She improve in many levels, the wig, the make up and even the pictures. Her outfits were always so good, but in cosplay the clothing is not the only important thing!

Second example:

This, somehow, proves how much a good wig and make up do for a cosplay.  She even looks like a different person...btw, that Alois...is AMAZING!!!!! :( there were other pictures of her, and seriously, she is the perfect Alois...

And just for my own enjoyment...

(This picture is just ....UFF!!!! the scenario is so accurate for this)

She is so perfect! hahahahaha i said the same in the other entry, i can't stop looking at her stuff, if i were able to do cosplay, this would be my point of reference :'( and she's not only great as Ciel, i found her Len Kagamine cosplays, which made me speechless...

*leaves to cry*

Kuroshitsuji (again) y mis fantasmas mentales...

mmmm la animación general de esta serie, no le hace justicia al estilo de dibujo de Yana Toboso, pero admito que acepto que no existan contradicciones de estilo tan marcadas como en Dragon Ball Z, me refiero a que el estilo es igual en casi todos los episodios, se vuelve mejor cuando hay secuencia de pelea, como cuando Sebastian pelea por primera vez con Ash en la torre Eifel, y no es como DBZ en que en un episodio son buenisimos y al siguiente, el dibujo es un asco...

Bueno, termine de ver la primera temporada y no me dejo la sensacion agridulce que pense que me dejaria, tampoco fue fantastica. Ame el episodio donde Sebastian abandona a Ciel. (Ya mencione que amo ver a Ciel miserable, es demasiado perfecto para mi gusto) y solo afirme mi opinion que Ciel es un imbecil sin Sebatian xD pudiendo irse en tren el muy inteligente pide aventon...Oh Ciel...


Sebastian y Ciel, perdonenme por no amarlos en su debut 


He comenzado a ver nuevamente la segunda temporada, solo para aclarar las dudas y confusiones que me dejo por el vacio que tuve la primera vez a falta de la primera temporada, y viendolo ahora, entiendo esas "miradas" que se hacen algunos personajes en algunas escenas. Y he notado el cambio al color de ojos que le hicieron a Ciel, o solo yo los noto diferentes? Y es gracioso ver lo mucho que amo esa temporada. A penas estaba viendo los primeros 5 minutos del primer episodio y tenia una sonrisa en la cara xD o sera que la misma Toboso y Shiba me arruinaron la imagen de Claude como un mayordomo excepcional, no puedo tomarlo en serio hahaha y por eso lo amo! 


Cambiando un poco el tema, ayer que llegaron mis amigas, termine un poco decepcionada, no es que no disfrute estar con ellas, es solo que siempre tengo grandes expectativas de nuestras reuniones, que terminan siempre estando ellas viendo television u_u quizas porque espero hacer algo diferente a lo que hago siempre...lo peor es que no tengo nada que comentar...solo que cada vez me siento mas desconectada de todos. Mi madre ha venido con un sabor agridulce de san miguel, fueron a visitar a mi abuela y obviamente mi abuela ya esta más cansada, y sola...y eso le ha perturbado a ella, no la culpo, sin embargo, me hace pensar....lo poco que me importa la condicion de ella, y de mi familia...


¿Que tan comprometida estoy de las personas que me rodean? nada....no siento empatia con ninguno, solo los veo como personas que eventualmente se iran de mi vida, y nuevamente estare sola y volvere a comenzarlo todo...en esos aspectos soy egoista, y creo que nadie esta enterado de eso...y no estoy nada orgullosa de mi por este tipo de pensamientos. Les llamo "amigos" sin ni siquiera identificarme con ellos, la unica persona con la que llegue a sentirme conectada, me decepciono terriblemente, y quizas por eso he desarrollado una apatia hacia todos los demas...por esta persona llegue incluso a menospreciar los abrazos de mi madre y aun hoy no soporto las muestras de cariño que rara vez me dan mis padres...para mi todo es un montaje, una obligacion moral.....no puedo decirle "te quiero" a nadie, ni a mi familia, porque no lo siento, y se que eso es lo que me aleja de todos y es la razon de mi soledad, yo sola lo genero y estupidamente espero a alguien que me saque de esta condicion, aunque me convenzo cada dia que nadie llegara :) 


Cada vez mi muro de proteccion se hace más grueso y alto...

One hell of a -fucker-

\(*^o^*)/ HE TERMINADO TODO A TIEMPO!!!!! ahora solo es de esperar el lunes para imprimir y presentarlo!!!

Mis padres andan por San Miguel, que esta a 2/3 horas de aqui, asi que este día ha sido taaaan relajado sin ellos!! por poco los planes se arruinan porque siempre casualmente mi padre se enferma cuando se van a ir, y hoy no fue la excepción, sin embargo, se fueron y todos contentos. Ahora solo espero que vengan mis amigas para pasarla bien :)

Ayer en lugar de dormir, termine de ver el primer episodio de Suzuki Sensei...amo a ese hombre xD, lo veo atractivo, pero tengo la sospecha que tiene serios problemas psicologicos o es demasiado normal...

Y vi hasta el episodio 17 de Kuroshitsuji, y admito, la primera temporada inicia desde ese episodio para mi, todos los anteriores, en excepcion de los que estan relacionados al manga, son un monton de historias innecesarias, como el del rey y su hermano, aunque debo admitir que me da como afliccion ver a Ciel sin Sebastian...no soy de las que se desvive por una relacion amorosa entre ellos, pero Ciel no puede hacer nada sin Sebastian, y si yo fuera Ciel y me quitaran a Sebastian, me sentiria bastante miserable xD

Esas fueron mis escenas favoritas del ultimo episodio que vi ayer hahahahahhahahahaa x'D solo porque eran las 3 am me comporte como humano...

Me encanta como Sebastian siendo un demonio hizo a la monja ver el "heaven's gate" xD ese fue ONE HELL OF AN ORGASM
Amo a Grell con sus tijeritas. Aparte de todo eso, ver a Ciel en miseria, me gusta mucho (ando mal) y verlo perseguido por todos sus fantasmas, me hace amar el episodio.




Algo más que hizo mi dia fue ver que Shina sensei actualizo su galeria en Pixiv ♥

Así que me puse a buscar fanarts de Kuro y hay muchos excelentes, que me motivaron mucho a dibujar otro (;o;) aunque muchos de los que guarde son ridiculeses xD

como este hahahahhaha WTF?! pero Sebastian esta lindo xD

Ayy ese ultimo me partio el alma :'( amo a Alois tanto que me duele!!!!

Por cierto, este........que carajos se supone que es??? xD HAHAHAHAHA LO AMO!!!

Lo es todo!!!! xD 

Bueno, aqui termina mi spam, estan geniales!!! :'( 

No tengo idea de que tan desconfigurado se vera en otras pantallas mis entradas, pero Blogger me odia!!!! a penas logro hacer q se vea bien en la mia, pero las imagenes siempre salen con un espacio enorme entre ellas o montadas una sobre la otra :(....