After so long

Hello,
I just remembered that I have this blog and how much I like to write. I have been doing it in a notebook lately but I'm thinking of returning to update this blog. My English has gotten worse so I also hope this will help me keeping up with it.
I was reading some entries and it's really fun to realize how different are things now. Some stays the same and I have move on from others. I would write about it later.
I need a place to run to when life gets too overwhelmed.

Let's get this going 😊

The Blogger who is always in HIATUS

Good afternoon...
It's July 2nd, 2017. and I remember that I promised to updated my blog more in 2015 lol...
It's been so long since I last updated and I happily can say that a lot of things have happened, Good and bad. But I try to focus on the good things.
I'm still working for adidas and I feel blessed, even though things have gotten really complicated inside my Job, I have the blessing to still have a job so I won't complain about anything about it.

I am 29 years old now and I'm still the same person loving manga and trivial stuff that make me smile. The biggest change right now is that I can afford buying manga and action figures now ( ◞･౪･)

I don't have much time because I work 9 hours everyday and I only got weekends to rest but I'm usually out. I know, this is not important and no one really asked but I want to mention it.
I missed those days when I could watch an entire serie or draw everyday, sadly I still have no motivation and I have drawn some simple drawings, there's still the wish to do it more.
Maybe some day I could show them here too, I'm using Instagram now but here is my secret, cozy place.
Thiz year is going so fast and it bothers me that I still have resolutions I wish I can make them happen yet, but we are 2 months apart from September which makes me really happy!! Although we don't have fall season here I love everything about it and the weather gets really nice here since September so I celebrate my "Autum" in a special way. You are never too old to enjoy small things.

Anyway, I just wanted to prove that I'm still alive and hopefully I will write again sometime.

Hi!!

Hi!!
I'm so sad October is already over...I was waiting so much for this month with high expectations: Beautiful weather, movies, wearing the Kigurumi I bought and playing video games. But it was damn rainy and hot that I couldn't wear the onesie and I could watch only 1 movie... we celebrate Halloween at the office which was really cool but I wish I could have done more. It was a good month tough. My beautiful October.

Anyway, it's November now and it's time to enjoy the Christmas feeling and decorations. In my country all the malls are already decorated, and you could find Xmas decoration since September so it's time to spend some money on mistletoe and Fairy lights (*`u´*)

Anyway, I haven't been able to draw anything as usual. I'd really like to share some drawings but there's nothing to share :( . I just read the new chapters for Kuroshitsuji and I really like the turn it took.

Is Vicent "alive" as Undertaker's corpses' dolls??

Besides that dream Ciel had...what does it mean?! what is it?! What piss me off is that I don't find anyone talking about this, everyone is just making stupid post about Claude and Alois on tumblr...it's like nobody is reading the manga anymore... and it's sad :( I like to read everyone's theories but well...I think no one really care about this series anymore haha..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well, Hope everyone is doing well right now

Look the beauty I found today...I didn't know this was done but I'm happy it was

I need to get this Kai Play art (T_T) it's so beautiful and detailed. But this figures are so expensive. Well, I got Sora and it's worth every penny so I'm thinking to get this one too (*u*)

Let's begin

I remember when I listened to Len Kagamine - Soundless Voice song for the first time on 2010.
I was going through a break up so the song destroyed me. But what I did notice is that I really loved the singing voice. Anyone who knows Vocaloid and NicoNico knows what version I'm talking about, right? Later on, I found out that the person singing was VALSHE. I don't remember if I have ever talked about this person here before. But There was something in this voice that makes everyone addicted to it.

VALSHE has become someone really special to me, and it makes me so happy that she is really popular and have a successful career. But what makes me even happier is that I finally could see the face behind the voice. (btw, everyone refers to Valshe as "Her" but Idk what pronouns I should use tbh)

I love Valshe's style so I will make a little appreciation post (*`u´*)

I wish my hair would look like this. So nicee!!

I guess it's a good time to come back!

As fun as it may sound, this blog is still active.
It's been a year since I last wrote here, and I find amusing how much I used to update in my Kuroshitsuji days.
It's even funnier that people get to my blog thanks to that post I did about Syao and Akia, (which I find really annoying because I sound like a silly teenager) but it's something I enjoyed taking out of my chest.

Anyway, it's already September. 2015 needs to slow the fuck down but I'm happy because I love this season. We don't have fall in my country, we are in winter or summer?? Idk but it's been raining non stop this last days but sometimes we have clear and beautiful mornings that remind me that October is just around the corner.
There are a lot of things that have changed, and I can say that I'm a happier person, a little colder, but much happier. I still have my job with adidas. I have always think that I was pretty lucky to find this job but I have worked hard to get where I am right now. So it's a good combo: Luck + Hard Work.

I'm really close to find out who I really am too. I used to write that I was feeling confused about my identity. Well, I'm still figuring it out but I'm more confident about where I'm going and why. I know who I want to be. and maybe it may seem weird for some people that I identify as non binary. I still have troubles understanding all those terms, identities and everything inside the Gender Spectrum so I won't talk much about that for now.

Personal achievements so far? I dyed my hair blond and bought a chest binder. I'm a -being in construction- although I'm still fighting against my weight I feel positive. I start eating clean, changed coffee for Green tea, Run for 45 minutes 4 days a week and I've been feeling great.
This year was getting really hard, I was so stressed and tired. My mood got worse and everyone around me started to notice it. I will be 30yo really soon, and I don't want to live feeling like this anymore.
I love my job but I was feeling like giving up...I can't and I won't. I want to be a better version of myself so I need to make a lot of changes. Since I decided to change my way to deal with my everyday and habits everything is going pretty well.

I feel great right now, and I hope I can come back to write everyday here. I don't know if I will write about my progress or the things I like again. I guess anything is ok. I wanted to changed my blog design but I got really confused, I don't even know how I added the banner I have right now. Meanwhile it will stay as it is right now.

Just some thoughts

Hello!!!
I should be sleeping but I feel like writing something.
I wrote that I had a lot to write about in my previous entry...haven't got the chance to do it ha ha I fail a lot at keeping up with my blog...(Is this correct? my English sucks a lot)

I don't know how to write this but lately I have been really happy every time Akiharu Tsukiyama / Miku post something. He stop using twitter which make me sad but he must have his reasons, and it's ok if he wants to move on. He made his account in 2010 right? maybe...anyway. I love this man to death, even though I find him a little annoying sometimes. I used to write a lot about him in my diary, and print all his pictures...hahaha I was really happy thinking about him. I never considered this as infatuation but admiration. When I was on LJ, there was this blog that translated the Ancafe blog and I loved to read Miku's entries. He was always so honest and I identified with him a lot. I don't know if it is because we are both Capricorn, but I thought our personalities were pretty similar(I sound stupid I know...) He just became really important to me.
He's always trying his best, he even push himself more than he should. He used to write about the things that made him happy, about his depression, insecurities and weakness and I really admire how strong he is despite everything...he has mature a LOT.
He has been my inspiration, and must confess that I have always wish I could look like him too...this may sound even more stupid but I love his hair and the way he looks. He doesn't look as cool as other Jrockers but when he dress well he looks stunning (=3=)

I can't stop loving him like the first time I realized he was important to me

And I can't ignore this picture over here ↓ ↓ 

Miku or Akiharu, whatever you want to call him, please never change. I know he is not perfect but I love him with all his flaws and that's it...I could write about this guy everyday, long and long entries, but I will keep a lot of things to myself. I think that there are not even words to describe what he has done to my life and why he is so important to me. Not just as an idol to his fan but as a person. I feel lucky to know he exist. 

I'm not dead (but I wish)

Long time since my last time here. I have so many things to write about. Wish me luck to remember it all and keep the motivation when I got home...
I am alwasy saying I miss my livejournal days, but I don't make an effort to update this hahah ains.... I can update from my phone now so I guess it will help a little